Sunday, April 11, 2010

PASS IT OVER...

I currently cannot breathe out of my nose. My sense of smell is gone and I'm deeply concerned that it won't be back for a while. This is alarming because I have a very keen sense of smell. Its one of my "things." I am that person who relates smells to past times. Certain smells remind me of certain people. Right now I feel incomplete.

It feels nice to finally feel relaxed after the last couple of weeks. I feel blessed to have some vacation time. I am blessed. We all are.
My sister went thru a tough time after having surgery and is thankfully feeling much better. I was never so shaken up before in my life. Its amazing how the mind just goes into auto pilot when crisis strikes. Suddenly nothing matters aside from family and wellness. It was as if we were all part of a different hemisphere than the rest of the world was a part of. My family is my life. When one of us is in pain, we all are. I'm so glad that she's feeling better. Crying alone feels good sometimes. Crying with your sister is a feeling that is indescribable. No I didn't cry with my ailing sister thankfully I have a bunch of them... Since I'm letting it all hang out- tight long hugs are a must. Is it me or do people not hug as much as they should???
Why is that? I suggest hugging a loved one or someone you care about- I dare you to tell me that it isn't the best feeling in the world.
If you feel differently, lemme know.

Btw, I have this thing I do when I start to read a magazine- I always look at the last page first, then I start reading it from the beginning. How weird am I? I also do it with a book I'm reading.

Did I mention that I'm probably the luckiest person alive right now? I've been working in my idols office. When I say idol, I don't say it lightly. Yes- granted, I tend to be overly dramatic and sometimes I my choice of words are inflated in context (that doesn't make sense, I know, my Professor would lightly scribble "syntax error" on this if it were an essay I turned in- but its not so bite me), but no joke- JD is the bomb in the design world. To be surrounded by talented people, watching and learning the process is beyond exciting!!

I am a shy person. Bet that ones a surprise, right? Its true! If I don't know someone I am very shy and quiet. Once I get to know them, its a different story.
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