I am a perfectionist. I hate being this way. School this week is a killer. I torture myself to be perfect. I am not okay with just being human and doing an okay job. Its funny that I am this way now because growing up, I never really beat myself up over school work. I did just fine. Now that im older, I approach school so differently. It becomes exhausting-- to be perfectly honest. I drive myself insane over it. Tomorrow my midterm is due. I spent the last 2 nights home doing homework. It is now 2AM, I did not finish. Im right where I started at 8 PM. Why? Because, no matter what I do, Im never happy with my work.
UGHHHHH.
In the end, it always works out, but I always manage to sike myself out. I cant wait for a week off next week!!
SPRING BREAK-- Im going to CANCUN!! Umm, yeah right! Recession.com
Today in class, I printed out a document that I was working on. It was 8 pages. The printer accidently printed out 900 pages. The printer was spitting paper like WHITNEY HOUSTON on crack!! Our school gives every student an allowance of 350 sheets per semester, cool no?? After that you have to pay per copy. I ended up owing 150 dollars. S, my classmate saved my life and helped me sort it out. THANK G. Im now back at my normal number, 70 pages used. I had no idea that we even had an allowance... Im so out of the loop.
Aright, I guess im going to sleep, not that I will be able to anyhow due to nerves. Im such a loser. Then I wonder why no one reads my blog. I wouldnt read it.
xo
3 comments:
dude you're obviously going nuts without me. and i am a perfectionist too with school! and life! so stressful and upsetting! it would be sooo much easier to be dumb and not care, no? ahh brains are a curse!
your blog is great
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