FOCAL POINTS..

Hello, my name is, well you know what it is, and I dont like relying on anyone for anything. Its annoying and its super frustrating for real. The only thing worse than having to rely on someone is when those someones remind you what they have done for you. My advice is try your hardest to not have to rely on anyone for anything. If you do, make sure to let them know how much you appreciate their helping you out.

Moving along..

The other night I had the craziest case of the hiccups and I was flipping out. B assured me that he could help after I complained to everyone and anyone that would listen. He pulled me aside on the sidewalk and told me to focus straight into his eyes. Naturally I thought it was silly and creepy but he assured me that it would work. I started for like 20 seconds and then I heard "Rach!" someone yelled, I looked to the left. "NO!" B said, look at me and only me. I resumed. "tell me when you have the urge to hiccup" "right now" I said, like a kid learning how to ride a 2 wheeler for the first time, anticipating their fall. "Really?, k, just keep focusing into my eyes" Nothing came out. "Wait, now" I screamed, again nothing. After 2 solid minutes of intimate/awkward soul gazing, my hiccups were gone. It was riveting. I was shocked that I was able to even hold the stare for that long because I have a very hard time looking anyone in the eye for more than a few seconds. I find it to be very intimate. Anyway- B rules to the max.



Obamas speech tonight took me back to my HS days when we watched the Martin Luther King footage. His voice was so loud and intense, I was convinced that he was MLK reincarnated. I was just waiting to hear the gunshots in the background. Thank gd they never came. Ill leave the politics talk for tomorrow nights dinner.

I love DVO. Hes seriously one of my most favorite people in the world. Always game when I am.