How cold is it outside today? Pretty freaking cold.
I did stuff that I had to do which always feels good, ya know-- being productive instead of lagging.
If someone were to cut open my head and take a peak inside I think that it would look like one of those kids rooms you see on tv shows where stuff is just piled up to the ceiling. You know the type that needs a do not disturb sign hanging from the doorknob? The absolute mess, thats about to pile over! Its filled with a plethora of thoughts, lists, reminders and gifts that are owed. ADHD at its best.
Last night the world lost bbm for what seemed to be an eternity. It made me realize just how much on rely on it for communicating. Suddenly I saw what it was like to own an iphone minus the cool apps obvs. It wasnt so bad. Am I running to go get one? NAH. Did I survive without bbm? Yep. Is texting impersonal and annoying at times? Mmhmm. But did my inbox of texts compensate? Yeah.
Today R told me that If I have an easy career in psychology if I decide to leave interior design. It didnt shock me in the least bit. Its not the first time someone has said that to me. I guess I can see it. I like to listen to people, I like to make them feel comfortable-- I can read between the lines and call it like it is. I dont judge. People open up to me, not necessarily close friends or family members either. We are talking all sorts of people. Im known as the vault.
Unfortunately with that comes the downside. I see too much. I can see right thru people and situations. I can tell the good from the bad, but theres always that one that slips in there. Were all human right? Sometimes I wish that I wasnt able to. Sometimes I think being absolutely clueless is the way to go, ignorance is bliss. But -- the good usually outweighs the bad. Besides, who would my friends have to talk to, right? Right!
TAKE A NUMBER.
Download this song. Listen to it. For REAL. In the DARK.
Buy the accoustic version.
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