ON WITH THE NEW...

Im still compiling my best albums of 09, I know that Im lagging but ill post it eventually.

This year has brought great joy and sorrow.

Sadly, BRITTANY MURPHY died yesterday of a heart attack at the young age of 32. What a pity. She was a great actress given the roles she took on. Sure I have my doubts about her cause of death, but, Id never comment, because, we should all just let her rest in peace. Its terrible to think that her family and loved ones will be spending the holidays without her. CLUELESS was my favorite movie back in the day. We all quoted her, and so many other great lines from that movie. Poor girl.



It seems that as I get older, I come to meet many different characters and shades of people. Some I could leave at hello, others I wonder how I went on for so long without knowing. I definitely have my share of funny stories to go with the latter. Not to sound heavy, but every day that we are on this planet is a miracle. Every day that we wake up healthy is a blessing. I think we all lose sight of that sometimes. I know that I do. This year, I plan on being more aware of all that I am blessed with on a daily basis.

SOMETIMES.. I wash my hands over a dozen times in a day just to make sure that I am germ free and clean.

SOMETIMES.. I can spend 100 dollars in the pharmacy on toiletries & nonsense when I couldve easily spent 20 dollars getting what I really needed.

SOMETIMES.. I laugh so hard that I wake up with my stomach muscles aching and sore.

SOMETIMES.. I see myself as an old lady recapping my stories to my bored grandchildren while they yawn but listen bec they have to.

SOMETIMES.. I try to explain my sixth sense to people but they just dont understand what I mean.

SOMETIMES.. Im too busy being anti everything to realize that anti isnt always the way to be, but then I see the light again :p

SOMETIMES.. I wonder if Ive lost my writing mojo and wonder if its just been transferred somewhere else.

SOMETIMES.. I bite my lip when Im nervous.

SOMETIMES.. Im convinced that I have arthritis in my right index finger because the top knuckle refuses to crack and it hurts like a mother______.

PS- In a moment of weakness and un-anti (is that even a word?) behavior, I bought a pair of black UGGS. Kill me. im not happy about it but hey, we are all human, not everyone can be perfect all the time!

I KNOWWWWW.

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